My whole life, I've had a very strong conscience. The only way I can get it to shut up is to do what it says. I know this is a good thing, but it makes my life more difficult most of the time. I see people around me every day that are ok with doing things half-way or not doing what is right because it is more difficult.
I can't do that. In my personal life, this is never too hard on me because in general, it's just always easier to do the right thing. At work, however, it's a different story. In a recent example, I went to Minnesota to fix a problem. However, after I got back, I found out that it's not fixed. I don't want to go back there. It's not really that much more work, but I hated the cold and I don't want to spend a week away from Matt. But I know it's the right thing to do and if I have someone else do it, it'll just look like I'm "passing the buck". So I'm going to end up going back.
Some days I just wish I could do like so many others do and just turn away.
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