I've known I wasn't going to stay in Florida from the minute we got here. And I don't really want to stay in Florida forever, either. However, now that this chapter of my life is nearing its unavoidable conclusion, bet it this summer or next, I'm discovering how reluctant I am to change. It's a scary thought, being out in Houston without friends and without Matt while he returns to school. It's not like I haven't done it - I was in Hawaii for months at a time while he was at sea, but it feels different now. Maybe I've come to rely on other people as a part of my daily life. I really like the few friends I have here. I've never been good at conclusions, be it friendships, writing, or whatever, and I guess this will be no different.
For those of you from work that might be reading this series of blogs, I don't know when I'm leaving or what I plan to do yet, so please don't panic.
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