I envy the people that have found something in life that they are passionite about. You know them - they just have "that thing" that everyone knows them for. Matt's got his rocket and space stuff. And when he comes home from school every day after studying it all day, he spends more time at home reading and studying it.
Actually, now that I think about it, I don't know too many people that have it. I certainly don't. It's not for a lack of effort. I have tried and tried to find that one thing that sparks my interest and keeps it. I guess I should rephrase the statement to say something that you're passionate about and that means something.
The closest thing I've got is video games. But what can I do with that? Don't get me wrong, I like my job a lot and see myself being here for a while, but I just don't have a passion for it. I could be chasing something that just doesn't exist. After all, what is "passion", anyway? I've always had this feeling that there's more out there for me, but when I think I've found it, the feeling creeps back in.
I think I'm in a bit of a funk.
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