Inner strength

There was once a time when I was afraid to be alone. I don't mean afraid to be without someone physically around for a short period of time, but instead really alone for long periods of time. The truth is, I couldn't trust myself then. I was mentally unstable and just kind of generally messed up. I was naturally a little apprehensive about Matt being gone for so long. I was afraid that I might lapse into old habits, but I am pleasantly surprised with how well I've been handling the whole thing thus far. I'm sure my medication plays a part in it, but I also have to think that I've grown a lot personally in the last year. I am more comfortable with who I am than I ever have been. I am truly happy. I also know that I am never alone - even if you're all thousands of miles away, I've still got Matt, my family and Tony out there. I know that if I ever need you, you're no more than a phone call away. :)